Duchan's Testimony Page
In
October 1986, two months before the end of my four-year naval
enlistment, I was diagnosed with major depression. At that
time, I was 23 years old, my condition shattered hopes and
ambitions. I had planned to major in Education and Literature,
in order to teach Literature at university level, but my quest
for erudition was replaced by waves of impending doom and
suicidal ideations. The cycle of remission and relapse spun
through my life, there was within me a premonition that I was
destined to die young. Linked to the sorrow was a feeling
of shame, of having become stigmatized, of being thought of as
inferior. But I have finally found refuge in the Lord, He
is my true Savior, He, too, is familiar with sorrow, He shed
tears. My faith in Him as Savior has not cured me of bouts
with melancholia, but I trust He understands me. My belief has
given me the strength to work, to want to live. I wish all
of you who feel down a wonderful relationship with the Lord Jesus
Christ, the very best wishes to all of you.
If you wish to contact me please email me at:
duchanc@yahoo.com